Underdose

"I don't put the fuel on it, take a pull on it
we overdosing on weed and sending all y'all off into a thing
kill off all enemies while making G's catch you off on your knees
and snatching fee's now that I'm up in the game
I don't put the fuel on it, take a pull on it
we overdosing on weed and sending all y'all off into a thing
kill off all enemies while making G's catch you off on your knees
niggas rolling me B's just so they can hang."
-Twista: "Overdose"

dats da song of da moment rite derre!! tho id like it betta if it was titled underdoes. is derre such a thang? i think so. eh i feel like im on 1. imma find out if theres sucha thang as a underdoese if not...imma invent it! aha!

eh...i lost my train of thought...
...oh yeah!! i was thinkin' bout how i dont use dis thang herre much as i should/use to. not dat wen i did post it was anythang meaningful. just lil thangs dat caught my attention. eitha way im bout 2 get real, do a real post herre. bout time huh?
so yea ayte, im a lil unfocused rite now. kinda cold. been shiverin all mo'nin. aint reg rite now. im kinda hyper but at da same time i just feel like sleepin' cuz i aint slept since last nite an' just aint myself.
gotta have a talk wit sum1 today. anotha 1. i had dis mo'nin wit my babygirl, she just called to say hi to me. dats always cute. her lil voice talkin' bout "hi daddy" now dat shit kinda focused me out fo' a lil bit. but afta dat i was baq 2 hoppin' round an' tryin'a keep busy.
aint go 2 classes 2day. not wit how i am!! idve been bouncin' of 'em walls an' i'd've gotten kicked out. i wasn't lookin' fo' dat shit today. so yea herre i am. aint got shit 2 do. waitin' on who i need to talk to. i wud b workin' on da work dat i gotta do fo' skool but will ya believe it...i already finished it all. idk if its da fact dat im so unstable rite now or cuz of da acca.probation i got put on but i tore thru dat shit in like 3 hours dis mo'nin.
kno how im feelin'? feel like i took a handful of pep pills an' sleepin' pills at da same time an' dey just kickin' in "ramdon"ly. earlier dis mo'nin roun 5 i ran 3 miles on da machine in da livin'room fo' no reason. den afta dat i was tempted 2 sleep but i cudnt close my eyes! wut kind of shit is dis?! yea an' rite now i'm back 2 wantin' 2 run round. cant tho. if i stand up shit gets dizzy so i dunno wut im gonna do rite now. i played er'game we got in da PS2 so im bored of dat. i dont feel like pluggin in da xbox. so dis is y im herre!
wow dis is longer dan usual fo' me. well shit ive been so "blah" dat i actually picked up a book!!
ooh mayb i shud just keep writin' till my appoitment cumz in. hehe. appointment..idk y but i find dat funny.
shit...i just fo'got i was writin dis. kinda zoned out fo' a lil bit an' i looked baq i'm ova herre thinkin "shit did i write all dis?!" cuz dats a lil too much fo' me! eh wuteva. keeps me busy.
well im sick of dis.
cuttin' it
cyall